Something that I have done And advice I have to give.

If something feels wrong to do, don’t do it.

This is a lesson that I have learned through much guilt and heartache.

In the past I have done some unsavory spells for personal gain. I take no pride in them and even when I was doing them I didn’t feel all that at ease. These spells were love spells and breakup spells, not because it would help someone, but like I said, for personal gain. Over the years since they have been done, it has eaten away at me, even if the spells didn’t work or haven’t taken effect yet.

Today I met someone that was part of one of those spells. She was still kind to me, and my heart throbbed for her just by looking at her. This opened up my throat chakra because I was locking down that piece of me. This made me want to do another spell. This made me NEED to do another spell. It wasn’t enough for me to look at the past and go “That sucked, i feel like shit, lesson learned”. Seeing this beautiful soul made me angry at what I had done and motivated to fix it.

So I did one more spell, to effect all that I had attempted to effect before.

This spell was to go back in time, and ruin the other spells. It was to ensure that the other spells wouldn’t work, or that they would never work. I am being my own karma here. I am taking my history and becoming the cause of why the spells didn’t work. I am protecting the people that I tried to control from spells that I had done, should the spell try to activate now.

I am not proud of this. If anything I am ashamed that I have to do this. So let me make one thing clear. If something feels immoral to you, don’t do it. No matter what anyone says. I followed someone, whom I trusted, to do spells and actions that were immoral. This does not excuse me from my actions. If you feel wrong about an action you are to take, then resist taking that action, no matter what others say. This is my advice.


Spiritual Rebirths.

Before I start putting anything down about this, understand that this is speculations and theories only. THIS IS YOUR WARNING!!! SPECULATIONS ONLY. Also I may be interpreting this completely wrong, so don’t take this as above 65% accurate, even if it is.

Now on to spiritual rebirths.

A spiritual rebirth is a common shamanistic practice that helps detach you from this world and solidify your role as shaman. But little is said about what changes actually happen to the soul. Maybe this is different for each person( which it probably is) but I believe that three things might happen. Form Changing, power change, and revelations.

The first is that of Form Changing. Before this happens you may look, or emanate, to something that you value. But after the rebirth your form might change. example, someone who valued a lion for being strong and a ruling body may change into a falcon or more active hunter. Their previous form doesn’t go away entirely and in fact some may feel like a fusion of the two. In this example, they would feel like a Griphon.
That being said, this can also happen naturally through maturity and natural changes in the person’s mind and may just be an added effect of the spiritual rebirth, rather than being tied directly to it.

The second is power change. Power in this sense isn’t just physical or spiritual power, but also how you use your powers. Someone who is fire based might find themselves moving on to earth based. Someone who values brute strength might find more comfort in being more swift.
Like form changes, this can happen naturally and might be an added effect than being a direct effect.

These two, I believe, are just added effects that come from a change in someone’s mind. Being that a spiritual rebirth causes just that, being spiritually reborn may just be one in a long list of things that could create such effects.

The third is revelations. This IS different for everyone. Revelations will show hidden truths about your world. I use this phrase because everyone experiences the world differently. It is possible to have Revelations without being spiritually reborn. That being said, a Spiritual Rebirth causes the greatest changes in your world. At least, i believe it does. Things that may be revealed are about your soul, your purpose, or even something that seems small but keeps the world turning.

This is all I have speculated about spiritual rebirths. The only other thing that I can speculate is that, even though you are going through these changes, you still keep a little of your past spiritual life. Sometimes maybe a lot of it. I do not believe that you would loose anything that is helpful during this process, more just have the rest changed.

Like every think I post, this is heavy stuff and should not be treated lightly. I ask that you explore all options before you say for sure what is what to you. Until next time. Travel safely friends.