I have been having a lot of weird things happen to me lately. Most of them did not feel that great at the time but have done a great deal for me.
One of the things that happened is that someone that I cared about greatly and I had a horrible end to our relationship. When I went back to fix it, I got pushed away again. It hurt for about a week but now it does not hurt as much. Instead I have grown a bit more, or rather, I feel that I have grown.
One of the things that has changed for me, and that I have noticed more from being around some of my more kinky friends, is that I was to be more dominant around my women.
I looked into it more and I found that it is because I am settling into my “King of the Violet Court” role.
This is a little bit of history on my soul. My father is a demon of sorts, though lately I am wondering if he is more related to the Fire Giants of Norse mythology. My mother, however, is a Queen among elves, though I am not sure how much power she has.
Well the last thing that I really want to be is a King of ANYTHING so it does not sit well with me, but lately I have been a bit more of a Dom. I am not sure if the break in the relationship helped with this change or if it was fetlife or something else entirely.
All I know is that I am really settling into my roles now, even that accursed King of the Violet Court role.