Time to Leave

I just woke from an encounter with one of my guardians. I was outside in a dream/astral world talking to one of my shadow dancers. Suddenly I heard a young man say “Its time to separate.” I then felt a sensation on my chest. I look down and see a purple rope similar in style to the ones that are used to tie up boats to docks. I follow the taunt rope and see a young man with Brown hair and tan skin holding a scythe in his left hand and the other side of the cord in the other. His eyes were sad but at the same time determined. “Its time to leave her.” He said to me. “She is destroying herself and pulling you down with her to keep herself going a bit longer.” I already knew who was on the other side of that cord before he sliced it and strangely I did not care. The man released the cord and it turned into bright blue flames that rushed to my heart. “Call your mate, have her heal you, stroke the fire until it burns brightly once more.” Was the last thing that I heard before my vision changed to my room at my apartment. I woke up refreshed and feeling energies and my heart chakra again.

Am I sad at the cost? No. It was simply Time to Leave.


Things I learned from Dragons

In most Asian countries, Dragons are wise, powerful, beautiful beings. In my travels through the unseen I have been blessed with some of their great knowledge, and I pray that I keep being blessed in such a way.

I don’t know which Asian country the dragon that teaches me is from but he is old an wise. “Never Assume that because your argument is correct, your opponent is automatically wrong.” He said to me once over some tea. “If you don’t consider the possibility that your opponent is also correct you will surely fail.” Its a wise statement and one that I have a hard time living up to. I know that most people are the same.

To prove his point, he engaged me in a very heated topic that I came out knowing that I had lost. Actually I felt that I had lost long before that moment. I learned two lessons that day. See both sides of the conflict and never have a heatded discussion with a dragon that is a hundred years older than you. I know that my teacher is older than that but I think I will only have a chance with a dragon about ten years older than me. Anything above that is out of my league.

That dragon has taught me many things like what I put, as well as given me a love of unagi(eel) in food. I pray that he keeps blessing me with his knowledge.

Dying souls in a dream

I just woke up from a dream, panicking . I just walked in on these two girls that have been appearing in my dreams for the past several months making out. They did not see me so I went to leave the room. I turned and saw a pale purple light flash across the walls. Instinctively I looked at the two girls and saw a blade sticking out of them. I rushed over and laid them flat on their backs to check the cut, but there was none. They were spouting stuff that make them sound delusional or just sounded like gibberish. All the while the opening to the song “Playing with the big boys now” From the Prince of Egypt movie was playing in my head. I closed my eyes and forced my mind to a deeper level of the unseen. What I saw was a serpent like demon with arms all the way down its body, saying “Which is it Kyle? Attack me for what I have done or save your shadow dancers? You can only pick one and you are running out of time.” At that moment the final “Ra” was shouted and I took the three of us to a place that I have not seen in the morning. Ra’s sun-boat fresh from the River of Night. There was Ra, Bast, Sekhmet, and a couple of gods that I did not know off the top of my head. I was crying and begging the gods to save the two girls. Bast came up to me and told me to take them off the boat or else they would get fevered and die for sure. I took them off and looked for their wound. What I saw was both beautiful but depressing to behold. I saw two flickering orbs of light and both of them were almost split in half. I knew that those were soul orbs but I and I knew that It was beyond my power to save them. Bast appeared and knocked me back into the waking world saying leave it to me. I am terrified but I must do as she says. This is my first experiance of any soul being changed back into energy before my eyes, and it is scary..