Missing emotions….

I don’t know exactly how to put this…. Most of the things that I usually post will be about spiritualism or something of that nature… And most of those are going by feelings. But as of 0023 of 3/18/12 I feel like my heart chakra is missing…. I am not sure if it is closed up or obliterated or erased or what but the point of the matter is that I cannot feel. I cannot even say words that have emotional ties. My mate of three years is worried sick.

I am confused. I cannot think straight because for so long my thoughts have been connected with my emotions

Even now when one of my poly lovers says “I love you” I cannot respond. The words just are not there.

Its so frustrating…. I don’t know what else to put except to warn anyone about wanting to turn off their abilities to feel emotions… Do not give up your emotions. Because it takes away much more than people from your life. You can’t eat, drink, sleep, or even relax. Everything you do will feel pointless unless its logical.

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3 thoughts on “Missing emotions….

  1. This could be a huge gift for you. I had turned off my consciousness of my emotions, in my situation they were too threatening, and I think a lot of people in our fear-oriented world do something similar. This period, uncomfortable as it is, may enable you to understand more fully what it is to be like the other people that you meet.

    I hope it does not last too long for you, though.

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