It was just a dream…

There are some dreams that you will wake up from, and tell yourself that it is just a dream. You will lock down all emotion that have come from that dream. You will view anything associating with that dream as nothing more than emotions for something that doesn’t exist, and you will convince yourself that it is nothing more than an illusion created from your imagination. You will do everything in your power to keep yourself from breaking down, and yet you will question why it is effecting you so.

And it will be because there is a part of your brain that says “No it isn’t” or “this is real”. And it will ring the truest for you. You will feel it in your heart, after several nights of dreaming that several days have gone by with this person, as you have narrowly avoided death and pain, that no matter what you say to yourself, that is wasn’t just a dream.

You will see her smiling face looking up at you, telling you that she is not afraid, and that she loves you, and that when she is around you she is safe. And the memory of her smiling face will be burned into your mind as every time you close your eyes, you see her die. And you will try to ignore the anguish because, even though this is a dream, you don’t want her to go knowing that you are alone without her now, and you will feel the loss of someone dear to you. In your heart you will feel the loss.

And you will feel the loss…

And for the first time in any dreaming and waking moment. You will look down at your waking form and feel human. And for the first time since your started dreaming about violence and fighting and wars, you won’t feel the numbness that you have built up to keep yourself from thinking about all of the death. You will feel pain and anguish from the loss of someone that you have come to expect every night just as much as you expect the sun every day. And when you know that no living soul is watching, you will cry.

And you cannot let any living soul see you cry because, after all, it was just a dream. Because everyone will tell you, dreams aren’t real. And because dreams aren’t real, you lock it up, and you tell yourself that it was just a dream and all emotions connected to the dream doesn’t exist.

…but it does…


Warrior’s Anger about the New Year Oracle

Let me say first off, that I am not happy with this year’s oracle. Not because there is truely anything wrong with what it is saying( gods know that I have been around trickster spirits long enough to not be bothered by it too much) but rather what was not said and what it is going to cause.
What is my problem with this? Its the fact that Isis fucking left out an important part of the system, Set. Why? Because she hates him for killing her king, when he did so because she killed his king.  However, in leaving him out, she has insulted her brother yet again and knowingly set in motion an action that will be resulting in needless chaos. She left out a part of the Balance, and thus has sowed bad grains in her fields.

In leaving out Set, she has insulted him, and insulted children of netjer that are connected to Set. She has dishonored her family with her words and her actions. She has insulted those that she should be guiding, and those that she has called upon.

I see you Isis, queen of lies, sitting on your throne of scorn of those that you cannot control. I will not be blind like those that cower under your rule. So play your games, but don’t call upon this warrior for any purpose, for you are not one of my queens, not after any of the insults that I have been dealt.

Spiritual Titles and Their Honor.

There has been one thing that has bothered me lately, and it really has bothered me a lot. It is when people who have spirits connected to them or have high standings with beings of power think themselves better of others just because they have a title.

An example of this actually happened yesterday. I met someone in my store who is a regular for a while and we both suddenly clicked into each other’s awareness levels. I had a feeling that he had spirits but I never inquired of what kind nor their connections. Once he clicked into mine though, he started saying what each of those spirits where and how important he was and was bragging about his power and his titles. Honestly, that was the best way to see how weak he actually was, not because he lacked power, but because of his weak personality(for lack of a better term)

I will admit that in the past I have done this too but I try to not do it at all anymore, but every now and then when someone starts to flaunt theirs I feel the need to shoot them down and show them how unimportant they are. But I know that is not how your honor your title(not to mention that in some cases it is a serious waste of energy that could be spent on something else).

The best way to honor your title, or to show your title, is by actions. Act in a way that lives up to your title. Then, if people have heard of you or ever hear of your title, then they go “that truly is a good example of a (insert title here)”, and if they don’t then your actions will reward you even greater titles.

Something that I have done And advice I have to give.

If something feels wrong to do, don’t do it.

This is a lesson that I have learned through much guilt and heartache.

In the past I have done some unsavory spells for personal gain. I take no pride in them and even when I was doing them I didn’t feel all that at ease. These spells were love spells and breakup spells, not because it would help someone, but like I said, for personal gain. Over the years since they have been done, it has eaten away at me, even if the spells didn’t work or haven’t taken effect yet.

Today I met someone that was part of one of those spells. She was still kind to me, and my heart throbbed for her just by looking at her. This opened up my throat chakra because I was locking down that piece of me. This made me want to do another spell. This made me NEED to do another spell. It wasn’t enough for me to look at the past and go “That sucked, i feel like shit, lesson learned”. Seeing this beautiful soul made me angry at what I had done and motivated to fix it.

So I did one more spell, to effect all that I had attempted to effect before.

This spell was to go back in time, and ruin the other spells. It was to ensure that the other spells wouldn’t work, or that they would never work. I am being my own karma here. I am taking my history and becoming the cause of why the spells didn’t work. I am protecting the people that I tried to control from spells that I had done, should the spell try to activate now.

I am not proud of this. If anything I am ashamed that I have to do this. So let me make one thing clear. If something feels immoral to you, don’t do it. No matter what anyone says. I followed someone, whom I trusted, to do spells and actions that were immoral. This does not excuse me from my actions. If you feel wrong about an action you are to take, then resist taking that action, no matter what others say. This is my advice.

Spiritual Rebirths.

Before I start putting anything down about this, understand that this is speculations and theories only. THIS IS YOUR WARNING!!! SPECULATIONS ONLY. Also I may be interpreting this completely wrong, so don’t take this as above 65% accurate, even if it is.

Now on to spiritual rebirths.

A spiritual rebirth is a common shamanistic practice that helps detach you from this world and solidify your role as shaman. But little is said about what changes actually happen to the soul. Maybe this is different for each person( which it probably is) but I believe that three things might happen. Form Changing, power change, and revelations.

The first is that of Form Changing. Before this happens you may look, or emanate, to something that you value. But after the rebirth your form might change. example, someone who valued a lion for being strong and a ruling body may change into a falcon or more active hunter. Their previous form doesn’t go away entirely and in fact some may feel like a fusion of the two. In this example, they would feel like a Griphon.
That being said, this can also happen naturally through maturity and natural changes in the person’s mind and may just be an added effect of the spiritual rebirth, rather than being tied directly to it.

The second is power change. Power in this sense isn’t just physical or spiritual power, but also how you use your powers. Someone who is fire based might find themselves moving on to earth based. Someone who values brute strength might find more comfort in being more swift.
Like form changes, this can happen naturally and might be an added effect than being a direct effect.

These two, I believe, are just added effects that come from a change in someone’s mind. Being that a spiritual rebirth causes just that, being spiritually reborn may just be one in a long list of things that could create such effects.

The third is revelations. This IS different for everyone. Revelations will show hidden truths about your world. I use this phrase because everyone experiences the world differently. It is possible to have Revelations without being spiritually reborn. That being said, a Spiritual Rebirth causes the greatest changes in your world. At least, i believe it does. Things that may be revealed are about your soul, your purpose, or even something that seems small but keeps the world turning.

This is all I have speculated about spiritual rebirths. The only other thing that I can speculate is that, even though you are going through these changes, you still keep a little of your past spiritual life. Sometimes maybe a lot of it. I do not believe that you would loose anything that is helpful during this process, more just have the rest changed.

Like every think I post, this is heavy stuff and should not be treated lightly. I ask that you explore all options before you say for sure what is what to you. Until next time. Travel safely friends.

Dark Hunter Marks and Meanings

So I finally got permission to say a little about the markings so long as i don’t show pictures or describe what mine look like. This is because “The human mind is so creative, it can come up with them on their own.”

So lets begin.

There are five markings in total. At least for the basic markings. These markings enhance powers and abilities by a huge amount in the astral.They are as followed:

  • Mark of Ungodly sight: This allows the wearer to see creatures that are invisible, glamoured, or otherwise hiding their true form. This will even allow one to see Hades when his helm is on and not be effected by the fear aura.
  • Mark of Ungodly Healing: This allows the wearer to constantly heal at an enhanced rate. Think fast healing 10 or 20 in DnD terms. This also prevents poisons and other nasty effects from taking effect inside your body. This includes, or so I am told, vampire bites and werewolf bites. Not going to experiment with that last part.
  • Mark of Ungodly Control: This mark allows the wearer to control their new energies. This also is the fusing mark for the dark energies. In other words, this is what allows the dark hunter to divide by zero with their energies.
  • Mark of Ungodly Strength: This mark allows the wearer to gain strength and powers of pretty much every ungodly creature. This is probably the most addicting of the marks and also the most dangerous.
  • Mark of Ungodly Speed: This is the Black Pearl of Dark hunter marks. This allows the wearer to outrun and out move most ungodly creatures. From what I am told, this mark allows the wearer to outrun the Devil himself, should he be after you.

Now that I have told you all a little about the marks, I must reiterate that these are very dangerous markings and should only be applied by a powerful dark hunter ritual master. Which is to say, no mortal alive should apply these marks on another person.
The word Ungodly used in the mark names means every dark creature that considers themselves enemies of the gods. If you are thinking about getting this done, my advice is don’t. Heaven forbid you get a god complex or other form of fallen ideals or cannot take the marks, your life will turn into a living hell. You will become a monster and creatures will treat you as such. Not to mention that it hurts the soul worse than anything that I can explain. Not even my tormenting times in Hell could have prepared me for that.

Anyways, that is all for this time. Until next time, be safe and travel well.

More on Over Souls

So I realized that in the last part I explained what you need for an over soul but now how they work.

An Over Soul is something that almost every religion has aquired in different ways. At it’s base it is a spirit’s energies and a human’s energies mixing inside of a physical object.

As stated in the last post, this object is a mutual object that the spirit can relate to. This object, now charged with both the human’s and the spirit’s energies, becomes a tool of empowerment to accomplish a goal.

This has been used in several different methods. Possible the most well known one is actually the Ouija Board, pendulum, or other forms of divination. People do these instinctively, and it is quite simple for the spirits to lend energy through such a manner.
There are other forms of Over Soul in the physical such as charms. Charms carry the spirit or energy of a Soul and the natural energies coming off of humans generates the energy to activate and run the charm.

As you can tell this is not exactly rare for people to do.

Priests do it often. When evoking a specific god through an item, often a staff or wand or athame, the object becomes a conduit for the god to enter and lend it’s energies to the service. This is actually over soul.

In the physical this is one of the most common ways to invoke a being. In the astral, spirit world, dreaming, or other unseen worlds, this can be a bit harder to achieve because of the structure of energy.

Which is where furyoku comes in, apparently. It is a form of energy that can be translated to either Shamanic power  or Floating Power. Both sound like they could be related so I am not going to push this much especially because of how it is used. As I see and understand it. it takes the energy, body, and power of a spirit, transforms it, and them places it over your own skin, having it “Float” with your power.

This made me wonder what qualified one to be the one that becomes the over soul and I learned of some boundries listed below.

  1. Soul in question may not have any living form.
  2. Soul in question may not be tied to any place or being with negative energies(probably due to them being some manner of unwilling)
  3. Soul in question may not try to control the actions of the one wielding the over soul. (this will trigger possession and thus break down the over soul because it is no longer “Floating”)

In the astral, this can be a great weapon to use to protect yourself without using a lot of your own energy. The form of the Over Soul will be something akin to the spirit in question creating a translucent image over your own energies. This will change depending on the item and Soul.

To “activate” the Over soul, you and the soul in question will both have to touch the item, push your energy into it at a natural rate(the spirit will match yours) After a moment of focusing on this, the spirit you are working with will then enter the item and take the form of the Over Soul. After you are use to doing this with a Soul you trust, you can alter the over soul a bit by making it grow or shrink in size, or making the item look like a similar item. While in this state, the Soul you are working with will be able to give you advice and act as a second set of senses, which is very useful when outnumbered or in a tight situation.


That is all I really know about Over Souls and Furyoku. Hope it helps people out there.